I hate to be alone~

I hate to be alone....

even if i said i can live alone without anyone..

yes, i do can live alone...

but to be alone without anybody it is not a good reason..

actually i lie about what i said...

sometimes i need somebody call a bestfriend...

coz i have no one to share with...

to share a sadness, happiness..

to going shopping with..

to watching a movies...

to share a hobbies...

to laughing and share a good story...

i still remember my bestfriend when i was in sek.ren..

i still miss that time...

maybe i can't be a good friend....so that everything is gone...

we are not fighting...but maybe forgotten..

In high school i do have a friend...

but i don't like her....because she like to copy what i do..

my miRc nick, my signature style...

i don't know why she do that...

is she adore me?....i don't think so....

now...i don't have any bestfriend...

i'm all alone...

but even if i don't have a bestfriend..

i have someone to take care of me...

and i have a pets to take care of...

i'm not alone anymore..