Lonely in Da Dark

Today...
i feel so sad....
alone in da dark night...
watchin tivee alone..
livin alone...
walking alonee....
i'm so bored...
everyday i live wif bored...bored...day...
haha...
not have enough money...
need to work and studies...
so...bored...
Dis..night...
i think..i'm gonna kill myself...
but...for what?
what i get if i died?..
sins....
hmm...
watchin tivee...again..chattin..surf internet...
that what i always do...
everyday..till night...
so..bored laa.....
killing myself is not good too...
what should i do...
i have a friend...but are they my good friend?
i have a special friend...but are he be right by my side if i'm feel bored...lonely in da dark?
what should i do....???